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2004-03-05T19:34:00.000-08:00

let's talk about today...

** so this morning, i got kinda irritated..by clothes=relating issues. i called shari to ask her if she was wearing askirt and she was so i wore one too..

ItSJuStMeGuYs1: i liked ur skirt
ItSJuStMeGuYs1: it was matching perfectly with ur shirt

..hehehe. this mornign when i walked in, she said i looked like i just woke up! evil!!! so i changed from my sweatshirt to malina's jacket..hope she dint mind!!!
TEHEHEH!!!....

....1st..jonathon gave me the lion king sega games! thanks!! 2nd...we played vball..and won 9 times!! yay!! nutrition came and me and shari were still singingthe shoop shoop song...and 3rd came and i think i kinda understand SOME of it now...4th, looked at 80s theme stuff....lunchw as hoop it up..held balloons for most of the time..whatta drag...we started our assessment thingy in english..and 6th was the funnest perdiod cuz my GF was in there and so was owen! he turns all red when he laughs!!! oohman, that was a great way to end the day...and owen's camera fone is way too gay...u take pictures and he cant even send them!!!! errrrrrrrrrgh. so yeha, after school i was gonna go play wiht shari and noelle..iono somewhere...but parents are evil sow e couldnt play.

i dint eat meat today! YAY!!!

.....im a lesbian jay! HAHAHAHA.... kidding of course. me and noelle took some pictures today..and i sat with her again like old times and we froliced kinda up the hill n held hands..teheheh! ok bye.

2004-02-14T00:18:00.000-08:00

my weeks been tiring. i try not to show it but lately every little thing has been pissing ht eshit outta me..mostly peole...people i dont wanna deal with and people im sick of dealin with. especially the ppl whove been assuming they know me when they dont. and people aka parents...who think i dont eff'n try when i do. i try hard. and htey cant see that. i dont wanna neglect this blog nom ore.

** why does she get everything. and when my time comes, i dont get crap. that sucks.

***Can you hear it in my voice. is it something i let slip. does the whole world know. isnt it obvious.
^^ i forgot the rest =(

2004-01-29T16:03:00.000-08:00

hmm...
finals are alright.
i messed up on my bio and geom. one. =(. i'm so sad.

today i walked home. im sweaty. and i went to dr. music. bye

2004-01-23T09:26:00.000-08:00

i'm in life skills right now. i have a friend named shadai. she was born on december 24, 1988. she has burgundy hair and she's really funny and nice. ahhaha...that was for her.

anyways, school's ok. finals are coming up. yesterday was alright.nothing much happened. noelle wasnt here yesterday which left shari sad. HAHA>>jk.,me&athy bonded at spanish. geom quiz..i messed up so much. anyways, at lunch we had aleadership meeting. i thought it would only take 5 minutes. but i thought wrong. 6th study hall...when i again thought itwas p.e

JAN 22, 2004 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAINA

....also.

I GOT MARRIED YESTERDAY JANUARY 22, 2004. to my BUDDY MICHAEL>>> he did my hair too. our honeymoon was on the phone..
....twosome buddy.//elf.//3some buddy.//stalker buddy//husband&wife.

songs of the week = "band of gold" // "im goin down"

i licked shari this morning =)

and iw anna design dresses/

formal's tonight. whoohooo

yesterday saw something disturbing, but it's kool whatever makes him happy. but thansks heather..for the pick up lines that mademe smile

"if i dropped 11 roses on the floor, and you helped me pick them up, i'd see 12 of th most beautiful things in the world" <~~ hahaha

"i'm sorry but i have to ask you to leave the room cuz you're making the other girls look bad. " hahahaha....

aw heather i <3 you. and thanks michael. for having my back. =)

i<3noelle&shari

2004-01-21T09:37:00.000-08:00

wow. been a while.

school - okay

friends - okay. HA 3 stoodges.

NEW obsession

i'm a stalker with a new stalkee

today - *SEES ____*
* LOOKS AT JOSETTE'S FACE*
* HAHAHA*
*SOMEONE BEHIND ME*
*HUH*
^TEHEHHEE.

FORMAL IN 2 DAYS!!!

2004-01-07T14:03:00.000-08:00

do you acknowledge me
oh i really need to know
we've been friends for some time now
i want more so much more
if only you knew..

sometimes when i'm alone
i wanna let go
and call you up on the phone [wanna call you and let you know]
how hard it's been holding in this feeling
for you..
if only you knew...

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN! PLEASE GO AWAY ALREADY!

2004-01-04T13:33:00.000-08:00

It's hard to take the first step
when i don't know the way
Each turn is so uncertain
i've learned to walk by faith
but you gave me a promise
that you would never leave
you will lead and guide
Lord i do believe

Lead me Lord
i will follow
lead me Lord
i will go
you have called me
i will answer
Lead me Lord
i will go

Your plans for me are perfect
i never need to fear
For though at times i feel alone
I know that you are near
my heart just longs to follow
and i am willing to obey
take my hand and lead me
i'll follow the way

whatta niiiice song. ~~~>

2003-12-31T19:52:00.000-08:00

hello everyone!!! it's NEW YEARS EVE and GUESS WHAT? i forgot all about it..but it's ok...first of all i wanna say..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHARINE NICOLE MAGSAYSAY..aka nikko.

nikk0!!! BUNGALOW! happy birthday doode...it's been a good....3 years we've been friends? and i've had so many good and bad (i guess...but dont think about that) times, so thanks for all of em! CAWASAKI FOREVER..sisters and distant distant distant cousins for life..

oh yeah, sorry jenny...that i didnt call you, i didn't know i was gonna be out today...but darn, i guess our "new year's eve party whatever thing with jaryl or sumthings..over. oh its ok. so today i babysat marque today..and we all went to the burbank mall...what a great day to go shopping becuase it's new years eve, and barely anyone's there to take all the stuff that's on sale =). but yeah, bought some stuff, ate...oh yeah, i got a MIGHTY KIDS MEAL!tehehehe...i wasn't that hungry, but yeah.

....and man, i gotta lose some major weight! winter break is getting the best of me, and all i do at home when i'm bored is snack on fatty foods! grRr...i bought pants today, and guess what! i put em on and my fat sticks out! man, even marque notices and makes fun of me! hahaa..K ENOUGH..

happy new year everyone! it's been SUCH a great year...so many memories, enough said. bye!

2003-12-30T12:30:00.000-08:00

good morning. damn coincidences....."saving all my love for yOu" has been in my head for the past how many days..ive been having dreams about that song too..last night i dreamt i was singing it in my kitchen, and i really thought it was real. and dude..."you make me wanna" and "saving all my love for you" are so my songs right now..

a few stolen moments is all that we share
you've got your family and they need you there
though i've tried to resist being last on your list
but no other man's gonna do
so i'm saving all my love for you.

it's not very easy
living all alone
my friends try and tell me
FIND A MAN OF YOUR OWN
but each time i try
i just break down and cry
cuz i'd rather be home feelin blue.
so i'm saving all my love for you.

..and i forgot the rest.

before anything began between us, you were like my best friend //the one i used to run and talk to when me and my "boy" was having problems.// you used to say it would be ok, suggest little nice things i should do.//and when i go home at night i lay my head down, and all i seemed to think about was you//

now what's bad is you're the one that hooked us up knowing it shoulda been you.//and what's sad is that i love "him" but i'm falling for you//what should i do//should i..tell my baby bye bye//should i do exactly what i feel inside//.....

..sucks when youre BESTFRiEND doesnt wanna hang out with you no more, cuz he has his GiRLFRiEND. [[ sorry ___, i can't help but bag on her]]

2003-12-29T23:19:00.000-08:00

the ORiGiNAL cheetah sistahs/ice-cream delicious/vee-vee&m-m...REUNiTED TODAY. added a member, and formed the TRiANGLE FRIENDS!!! oh yeah..

i'm so glad i saw you again MARGARETE VERONICA CAPITO! angelfaces for life!!!

2003-12-28T17:42:00.000-08:00

Its so cold. Or maybe its just me? I dunno. The outsides feel cold, my insides are warm, I’m getting chills....and I dunno, my skin feels quite warm. Am I sick? Damn I hope not. I shall NEVER eat chicken again. NEVER!! Especially not with rice JUST before I go to sleep. =( oh gosh.

Approximately 5 minutes again, my JENNY came over! I’m so glad she’s my neighbor, or else I would be bored out of my shell. She came, and we talked outside on the porch...about stuff...she’s grounded yo! This sucks. But anyways, we ALSO sang karaoke..yes so Filipino, but it was so fun. I loved it. =)

“when I get courage up to love somebody new, it ALWAYS falls apart cuz they just CAN’T compare to YOU.”
 boyz II men...4 seasons of loneliness.

Oh my, I’m gonna cry.ateh’s singing THAT’S WHAT FRiENDS ARE FOR...and I can’t help but think of my KOREAN BROTHER WES leaving. But it’s not that bad right? It’s only OHiO! Not like it’s a WHOLE other country. I wish I got to know you more Wesley, and I know I’m gonna miss you so much. Your happiness, jokes (esp. with henri) just everything, you taking the time to send me pictures online! Hahahaa...it just brightens up my day!!! “come into my bussums” <~~ I’ll never forget that line. Marc making me sad, and me going in your jacket...=( my homeslice! It’s ok Wesley, you best come and visit someday k?

I HATE WHEN MY SISTERS SINGS MYYYY SONGS. Hello?!!! REUNiTED is forever MY song. //sticks out tongue//

yesterday was...i guess alright. Tita pearl did some drama of the “stages of life”. Roji was a little kid..mic the little I dunno 10 year old...ME&MARC were the “TEENAGERS!” oh man, standing next to him for that whole time = heaven. Tehehehhehehee omg marc, I’m kidding. And yes, kat and joseph got married! Woop woop. Hehehe....

Me: was that her?
Marc: yeah
Me: why didn’t you let me talk to her!
Marc: cuz she doesn’t like you
Me: why?
Marc: cuz you were messing with me when I was talking to my GIRLFRIEND.

^^ thas right Brittany you better step! Hahahaa....oh man....jenny im losing it!!!

Jenny&me&kuya joseph....in the car...random bursts of laughter...tears unbelievably...ahahahaha man, that was funnay!

2003-12-07T19:54:00.000-08:00

BLUE

You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

2003-12-05T21:10:00.000-08:00

2003-12-05T21:06:00.000-08:00

hey guys. well yes, i havent written in here for the LONGEST TIME EVERR. alotta been happening, and sometimes its juss t0o much. first of all, when will people take you seriously. can i ask that question ENOUGH??? no i cant. but yeah, forreal though. sometimes people think you cant do ANYTHING bcuz of your age, or maybe juss because you come off OVERLY happy and active, that maybe you cant take things seriously. well how would YOU know? YOU don't know how my head works, so please don't judge. and when will people realize that maybe if you want something, work hard for it, and get it, that maybe its what you really want. why do you expect me to quit after all the stress, work, and long tired days it put me through. why, so you could just do what you wanna do? how bout not. either way, i'm not a winner after all. because in some way or another, something bad will have happened because of something i got. when will i REALLY appreciate what i get without worrying what will come out of it for other people..when will they realize that maybe something that you worked hard for and got might not fit with what they wanna do.

mariam, it's ok deaR. don't feel bad. =/.

oh, and another thing, it's not my fault, so stop acting like it.

its not all about YOU.

2003-11-28T18:29:00.000-08:00

errrrgggggggggggh. i'm so freakin pissed off. gosh, people who dont have the courtesy to tell you what youre supposed to do before they assign something to you..erggh whatta waste of time..LOOKING FOR SALT. all for nothing man...

but neways, today was ok..daddy came home early today...kinda sucks cuz me and jenny were supposed to go play basketball somewhere [[ i mean.."practice" ]] but im kinda glad she wasnt there cuz if she WAS there and we went, i woulda got in trouble. so yea, praise freakin god! haha..anyways, yea then we went around looking for ROCK SALT which now has no use...and other stuff. we went to the mall...michaels...staples...everywhere...but yea, i saw some SUPER KOOL stuff that are gonna now be on my xmas list:

CHRISTmas list:
- burgundy and yellow jersey dress.
- britney spears cd "in the zone"
- ashanti christmas cd
- the HONEY soundtrack
- MiRACLE [[ perfume ]]
- forest green guess bag
- black bag with initial "S"
- MiGHTY MOUSE SHIRT!! [[ though hopefully already covered ]]
- bratz doll

2003-11-28T11:29:00.000-08:00

hey guys!! yesterday was thanksgiving, and it was alright for me...went aaaaall the way to corona...dont know exactly where that is, but all i know is that you pass chino hills and west covina and all those far places...anyways, so we went there..and there was a HECKA lotta food over there..like...alot. ahhaha...but surprisingly, i dint eat much...maybe i wasnt hungry as i thought..hahaha. btu i had fun i guess. i got a chance to talk to my cuzins again..i dont really see them much cuz theyre in college and stuff...but yea, the drive home was really long, and i needed too pee too! u kno how bad that is!! hahhaa...but on the way home...i heard my song!! hahaa..you know...I DONT WANT A LOT FOR CHRISTMAS. THERE IS JUST ONE THING I NEED. I DONT CARE ABOUT THE PRESENTS UNDRNEATHT HE CHRISTMAS TREE. I JUST WANT YOU FOR MY OWN. MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW. MAKE MY WISH COME TRUE. ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU. that;s my favoritest christmas song EVER!! hahaa...k, ill end this here. i have SO much stuff to do today..and i hope it starts with playing 'basketball' with jenny-o. hahaha....t0odLes!

2003-11-27T13:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!

yay it's thanksgiving! that means christmas is coming!! ahh so excited!!! its funny..last year i want into the christmas spirit and now magically i am!! man....im tryin not to think of anything bad to ruin my high..but its hard! well anyways, i shall now put my list of what im THANKFUL for:

1. a house - its been really cold lately, so im thankful i have a roof over my head. especially since its been raining!! oooh sexy..

2. mi familia - umm...yeah even though they make me mad sometimes and sometimes are the reason of all my inside anger, i still love you guys. thanks for giving me the best you can give me, and thanks for wasting money on me!! o yea, thanks for all the clothes. hehehee. i looooove you

3. sister - uh yeah i guess im thankful for you too...you keep me company and give me something to laugh at!!! even though we fight hardcore you're still fun to be around sometimes..and i wish i could sing like you too. there ya happy, im being nice to you for once. =P oh yeah, thanks for the "HAPPY THANKSGIVING SAM" note you left for me on the shelf when i woke up. aggh..gosh you're such a GEEK!!!!!!

4. mi amigas!!! - i love you guys. you guys are like parents, except you say things that they dont, and you help out when they cant. special thanks to:

NOELLiE!! - damn noelle im so glad we're in high school together!! thanks for always being there for me to play wiht and to express such anger to. thanks for telling me whats real in REALiTY so i wouldnt be stuck in my own fantasies. thanks for all the ENDLESS MEMORiES!!! and all of the moments that were soooo damn funny!!! ahhh where would i be without you?

RAQUEL - aww..my bestest friend...!!! i LOVE YOU! thanks for always being there to teach me things..and thanks for always giving me helpful advice and for laughing at my stoopid jokes that only YOU would laugh at...hehehe...even though youre all the way at providence, i still love you!!!

NiKKO & JENNY - ahhhh BUNGALOW!!! aw man, you guys are my sisters FOR LIFE! jenny- thanks for being a kool neighbor!! whenever im bored, youre always there for me to call up and say "jenny i'm bored, let's do something" ehehehe....thanks for all the running memories, walking to the mall, sworks, PC BANG TO SEE CERTAIN PEOPLE, OUR FUNNY EXPERIENCES GETTING CHASED BY CHOLOS!!!, and EVERYTHING..talking upstairs at hoj, my "crying buddy". thank YOU. nikko - aww....my cawasaki cousin/ sister. NiKKO DAMN!! YOU'VE always been there when EVERYONE was too busy to listen to all my nonsense!!! and youve been there juss for me to talk to when i'm sad, and juss let everything out to. muahaha...we've had some memories too...too many to say here...but i juss wont ever 4get the times you slept over. hehee..when we dint sleep until 5..and woke up at 6...haha...just EVERYTHING...when we used to talk on the phone EVERYDAY....juss thank you for all the good times..=) i LOVE YOU TWO TO DEATH!

LARA - MY OTHER FREAKiN HALF!!! you were there through EVERYTHING. all my happy times, sad times, everything. oh my...all those times at your house "practicing" for such dances....=). hehe...the choreograoher! aw doode remember her??? ahhh..how funny. all our inside jokes..OMG I LOVE YOU!! you know me better than no other...*ahoohoohhooo* <~~ your laugh...=) i love you!

..more people later...but also thanks to : shari, joSHET, mariam, marVEE, baby dee..atehs: erikaka & susan...you guys rock my socks =)

2003-11-26T23:02:00.000-08:00

thank you jenny for giving me a bright, happy, fun, smiley, active day....i needed one of those..

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

2003-11-25T17:52:00.000-08:00

=( boo hoo. i had such a bad day. =/. im so happy there's no school tomorrow. today was so bad. did i say that already? *sigh*...im so xcited for vacation...i wanna do something active...

* so sorry noellie for being a bore today..

* and thank you josette for letting me find a REAL friend in YOU. ; )

* thanks for campaigning wit me baby dee =)

* oh yea, thanks lara!! even though we don't go to the same school..thanks for still talking to me!

2003-11-24T09:13:00.000-08:00

*sigh*...i'm in second period again. im so bored. im juss gona say whats on my mind for now...i think im letting myself overburdened over this stupid thing. why the hell am i so scared? i shouldnt be intimidated!! ergggghh why why why. why does she have to be so irkfully ugly! jk....i'm so mean! ahhh. i wanna be my nice self again. =) my mom was telling me to be nice this morning. so i will be. she was telling me juss to smile all the time. i do that anyway, but still.

this morning made me happy yet kinda sad. my buddy/patrick ROBERT made me so happy. i FINALLY HAVE THE CHEETAH GIRLS SOUNDTRACK and its all thanks to him =). thank you robert! you're the bestest friend someone could ever have! and especially since you got it for me juss cuz it was in my profile! but the other reason....i'm not happy about =(. if you leave, i leave. cuz spongebob and patrick NEVER seperate. and if u leave, i cry, no matter how mad ppl get at you for making me cry. [[ i actually kinda know he's not gonna leave, but just in case he's serious ]]

sammie's so sad. she had to wait for 15 minutes juss standing around doing nothing, when she COULD have been studying for her spanish test she didnt study for, just to get her damn publicity nonsense stamped. and now she has to go there at nutrition, therefore she now has to carry ALL her stuff around. and thats kinda hard cuz it's ALOTTA stuff, and plus she has to carry a bunch of other stuff. AND the posters are kinda big too =/. she wishes it would end already. and she wishes some damn annoyances would just LEAVE her ALONE. thanks =)

oh no!!! mr jaeger just handed me a paper of the battle of the voices! oh no! and we havent even practiced the song! oh no!

...i'm so random.

2003-11-23T14:42:00.000-08:00

oh yea...THANK YOU SHARi for letting me use your house, and thanks noelle for helping.

...psst. shari. if u look in my xanga, its all for you =)

2003-11-23T14:40:00.000-08:00

MaHaLoHaLo188: y do u get intimidated
MaHaLoHaLo188: don't u have confidence

...i dunno. do i?

*sooo driven. ima beat her ass if it's the last thing i do!

*still struggling to find my 'niche'

2003-11-20T19:14:00.000-08:00

hi guys...oh my freakin gracious lord, today was not my day. sad to say, i wasnt MYSELF today...=/. i dunno what was wrong, i was just completely out of it. today, when i walked in 420 to get stuff stamped, thats when my confidence level dropped soo badly. its never been that low before. since ive seen *ahem*...erggh i juss wanna erggh!! but anyways, since then, i dont even wanna try. im not THAT intimidated by 'her', i'm just scared. and im usually not the one being intimidated!! i didn't know what was wrong. though i was kinda happy this whola day, its not really how i was feeling. but thanks lara, for making it seem like u cared. others thought i was sick of all things. did i look sick to you? anyways, the genuinely FUN part of my day was after school with the gummie bears! oh man, sorry marco. =/. omg! seeing it on patricia was FREAKIN FUNNY!!! omgosh, i was cracking up so bad. and oh yea, josh is mean! and i dint know he knew my sister. ew gross. oh yea her...she said something REALLY mean that REALLy brought me down..it brought me to the point where i WAS SO IN DOUBT and had NO KIND OF REASSURANCE that i couldnt take it no more and i juss wanted to quit. i dont wanna be a quitter. whoa deja vu. [ softball ]. and why do such things as elections tear freinds apart. i swear i juss wanted to cry. i'm sorry josette. and i'm sorry mariam.

*sigh*.....

2003-11-18T20:08:00.000-08:00

hi....i juss felt like posting something. i think ima use this thingy now. xanga was a high. i get too lazy to do my dland. so now im a nerd with a BLOG! ahhh...i promised myself i would never get one. =/ . oh well. okie. time for one one one. bye!

2003-11-16T21:01:00.000-08:00

hey all...today was a great day...!! hMm...yesterday night was alright..since i didnt go to mighty mouse's [sorrie...and sorrie i dint go to ur party either =(] i went to hoj with my sister and dad...no one was really there..juss a couple of us. there was alotta new youth, so there ended up being youth that day. so me and stacey were in charge of the little kids!! yay!! oh , and it was raining too!! yay x 2!! i <33 the rain!! it's so...w0w. anyways, so we took rojji, jayjay, mik, and these 2 little girls named courtney and genesis (so cute) to room 206 with tita tere. it was fun. we played these stoopid games like hangman that had to do wiht jesus..like we did phrases like...jesus ____ you and what would _____do. haha...we played heads up 7 up. we played charades..everything. i felt like a real teacher!! wow! i wrote on the board n everything. we gave them points..i dunno it was fun.

..then we started teaching. and wow. we started talking about trust..trusting god...god is your friend...oh man. so cuuute!! there ended up being a little breakdown with the childrens ministry. haha. rojji talking about losing his gameboy, mik talking about how he trusted the wrong person with $5 etc etc. i felt so bad!! we were talking about things that made them cry!!! i swear, rojji started crying, jay jay..damn..!! and mik finally said "i think we shud stop this cuz everyones crying" (thanks buddy) ahhh and theyre like in 1st 2nd grade?? except mik, hes 11. anyways, it was fun teaching them. but it was hard being careful not to use such big words. ahaha. and stacey! damn shes all talking about 'oh u can tell him everything, all your problems'..and theyre like 6,7..wut kinda problems would they have at this age?? they dont needa hear that stuff. but good job stacey, hopefully tita lets us do it next week!!

today: woke up early again...got ready, and went to the stewardship fair cuz we were singing there. we got there, looked around at the booths, and this lady would not leave me and stacey alone. she made us sign this thing and everything..damn. and free popcorn!!! hehee...thank you jenny for buying me hot chocolate at the cafe...!! =). hehe...we got those free balloons thatyou can make swords and hats and animals....i got a sword, but it popped cuz i have bad luck with balloons. so john gave me his. =) me and jenny were tryna make a pearl necklace thats why. uhh then we sang. and i didnt even kno the words to one!! ahh and stacey said it was so loud. ahhh. how sad. ah yes, then..tito jojo's band sang. TITA IVY IS MY IDOL!!! omg she sings so good! "hey..hey..ill love you till the morning comes" ahhh me and my sissy are gona sing that once we know who sings it!!...then we had to sing AGAIN cuz the other group dint come. kool huh. and daaaaaamn these 2 fine-ass guys were watching us while coming outta church. whoo sexy. "i have to find that guy!" - jenny. so then we cleaned up, played bbal with andrew! AW HOW CUTE. and we went home...actually i went to jenny's house..and we so vigorously searched high and lo for that song! and of course we dint find it. so i ate at her house, and she walked me home...aww the memories of our summer together! haha...and we were walking to westminster to see the cars at the 'car show' but my dad saw me so i had to go back home. dint geet in trouble. thats good. hm..then we ate...and now i have a headache..

...AMAS : i like britney spears and ashanti again! ahhh...memories huh noelle. damn they put too much country in this award show...

....stduy hall for 6th gor the rest of the semester =(

2003-11-14T21:55:00.000-08:00

hey all...today was an alright day...this morning threw me off cuz lass night i slept late to wait for my mom and dad to come home cuz i needed their dumb signatures....so i slept and woke up at arounnd like 63o!!! damn and i had 15 min. to get ready..i like too a 5 minute shower! unbelievable! neeways...uhhh the morning was ok....but SOMEONE pisses the heck outta me...geez! its like make up your damn mind! i dont have time to deal with you..juss tell me if ur gonna do it or not! its not very hard! if ur not gone make a decision then we'll do it without you. *sigh* there...neways, 1st was ok....did a lab..and jonathan let me wear his jersey! oh yea, baller over here..hahaha you swear i can play. newyas, 2nd was alright...except shadai might leave me =(. nutrition...i forgot....real rhythm? i dunno..3rd wasok, but mr tolentino makes me so angry!! ergghhh he told me to review my answers so i did..and then he goes, ' see i told you there were 6 answers for #5, you werent listening, see now you have only half credit..' and im like wutever man, u dint say nething. but neways, spanish...umm.had a surprise quiz! ahhh i hate when teachers are like that. they say they told u about a test, and they didnt even! erghhh...lunch was th food fair!! it was ok..i was a 'caller' for real rhythm...aw man, there was so much food..we and mariam were going crazy! damn over the fried rice? "its my screen name!"..hahahaha...but neways, u needed tickets soo thank u krispy for getting em for me....flip club had turon..agh how funny....and there was boba too! if i waited longer, my boba wuda been 2 tickets instead of 4...and i got chow mein for 2 instead of 4. hahhaa....i was almost late though..i felt like such a fatass walking into 5th period with boba in one hand and chow mein in the other...hahaha....had a quiz today in english..damn i swear all these quizzes i never know about!!! and 6th..vball was ok....after practice, me my sister, lara and hannah were playing in the lobby wiht the balls...and me and lara made our little juggling game...good times...andhannah taught me how to play basketball!! hahaha...yea, then her mom came...went home..went to the mall...ate and bought stuff....went to food4less...hahaha....and now home...

,..tomorrow - JV playoffs..venice HS. cool.

...mighty mouse's get together...

.. @ hoj, we're in charge of the little kids....

..sunday - stewardship fair....whooo..

....no time for anything! yesterday was so stressfull..that was the first day of the year where i had too many things to do...places to be, etc. etc.....now i remember what it feels like to be all busy....hmph.

2003-11-13T10:05:00.000-08:00

which smilie are you?

yup. that's mE!

2003-11-12T20:58:00.000-08:00

hahah oh my, those things are fun!! neways, today was good....i had to bring in my collage thingy for spanish...and lika found sooo many wrong stuff on it...oh my, thank god she saw it in the morning...umm, yea 1st was alright...2nd, nuthing special....3rd was alright...saw karla's baby pix! she looks mexican! haha....4th was fun....we juss did work....and robert was being a nerd, talkin bout starcraft, etc. etc. him and malibu man....lunch felt long. like...really long. i was like waiting for the damn bell to ring..but yea, it was in-n-out day 2day....nuthing really happened...i spilled chilli on myself today...doode i swear im cursed....krispy's frend josh is such a jerk! hes ok, but hes juss mean...ergghh....yea, we signed up for battle of the voices today.....ooh new names! me- shitammie, shari- shitari, josette- joshit...hahahahah oh my. thats so funny. thank u dora. hmm...5th was alright....kept making fun of heather cuz she was only on #2 on these questions that were due that day...and iono...we voted on the money jar thing. its soo kool, excpet u hafta pay for like..alotta stuff...but its to get money for the class...like 10 cents for eating...(thank god it dint start today) etc etc...newyas, yea 6th was alright, nuthing special...alyssa's so cool man! and me and jessica are tiffs and sauls stalker..hhhaa saul - missing link between monkeys and humans..hahah!!! likas funny....oh my, it started raining, and u cud hear the thunder....aw man scary...the lights flickered...and everyone started running to the corner where the other pole was...aw how funny..whatta kodak moment...wut else...hmm...me and camille were doing this wierd thingy with kneepads...uhh..iono and susan taught me that it someone taps u, dont turn around, juss kick backwards...hahahah!!! yea....hmm.....after practice, it was still raining.....jessica kept telling me i was gona die!!! ahhh! freakin jinx me! i dunno it was juss funny.....there was so much thunder!! wen we were walking in the car..outta nowhere i juss said...' i think the rains sexy' ...haha but i was referring to other htings.....and in the car...aw man, freakin scary...lightening everywhere....=(. at least it stopped, but i love the rain. its so cool when your in your warmhouse and its raining....haah . =). ok...im done...BYE!

2003-11-12T20:46:00.000-08:00

Birth name: samantha anne bacon [ bah-con thank u very much] cutidioc
Height: 5'0 1/2
Where do you live?: LA [ eago rock! ]
Birthplace: patterson, new JERZi!!
Hidden talents: haven't found 'em yet...maybe cuz they're hidden! [ ha! ]

HAVE YOU EVER
Been in love?: what a question....thought i was
Cried when someone died?: HELL YES
Drank alcohol?: not hardcore..
Fallen for your best friend?: lotsa times..
Been cheated on: eh no comment
Done something you regret?: once in a while, though i shouldnt
Been in Jail?: nope
Ran away from home?: you could say that..
Hit a boy?: everyday!
Hit a girl?: oh, yeah
Broken a bone?: nope
Cheated on a test? : not entirely..
Let a friend cry on your shoulder?: YEP.
Fell asleep in the shower/bath?: HAHAHA thats funny
Walked in on someone showering or changing?: YEAAA haha that's funny too
Gone to church?: of course! i'm a church girl/ jesus freak. got a problem? go to hell! [ jk ]
Never slept during a night: yepp.
Seen someone die?: *shivers* no...
Thought you were in love?: ha! yea! [ how stoopid was i! ayaiyai *nods head* ]
Screamed at someone for no reason? : yea! it felt good too...
Stayed up til 4 a.m. on the phone?: till' 3 a.m....not exactly 4. [ i love my marc! ]

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
What do you notice first?: if they're hot or not....[ duh, their looks are the first thing they present to you ]
Last person you slow danced with?: 8th grade dance.. jon! "i swear" muahaha...i think.
Worst thing to say?: i hate you
Do you have a crush?: oh yea, lots. [ =P. mariam knows ]

WHAT COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT
Bill Clinton?: haha
Love at first sight?: false
Abortion?: bad!
Pot?: head
Eating disorders?: throw up
Rap?: black people
Marilyn Manson?: yuckie!
Suicide?: not worth it.
Drinking?: boooooz
Life?: is hard
Memory of the year?: too many to count

Favorit Movie?: now and then./save the last dance
Favorite Book?: chicken soup. teenage soul 3
Favorite type of music?: hip hop, RnB, slow jams, gospel cuz it makes me wanna siiing
Favorite type of car?: anything silver, and that works
Favorite fast food?: jack in the box!
Favorite Ice Cream?: sno cones! i dont care if it's not an ice "cream", they still sell it in the ice cream truck.
Favorite alcohol?: i don't drink.its bad.
Favorite TV shows?: ONE ON ONE!! AHHHH ARNAZ IS MY LOVER! *slurp*
Your Ideal BF?: nice, cute, smart, can dance and sing, likes what i like, sensitive, not THAT shy [ you have to be able to talk ], spontaneous, crazy but not too wild, willing to try new things, fun loving, etc etc. oh ya, and you HAVE to like beyonce...

WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU
Took a shower?: last night =/ sorry, it was too cold this morning
Cried?: dont remember...i think on saturday? iono..
Watched a Disney movie: monday? BRiNK!
Received a hug?: today
Kissed someone?: like a guy? its been awhile...girl? iono, a week ago? hahaha...cheek lang

THE FUTURE
Where you want to live: JERSEY!
How many kids do you want?: ones enough...
What kind of job you want?: pediatrician...fashion designer...SINGERRRR

I want: the cheetah girls soundtrack
I wish: it would snow
I love: GOD/family/friends! you...you...and YOU
I miss: the old days..

2003-11-11T21:42:00.000-08:00

hey guys....2day i stayed home cuz jenny had school. normally, i'd ask her to go running with me, but she had school =(. so i stayed home and did my gay spanish posterboard thingy....took me like 6 hours cuz the posterboard's quite big and i needed a hella lotta pictoores...=(. but i finished...i was stressing over it too...=/..neways, my mommy made me boba and she got me in-n-out! that kept me going and happy that whole time...hmm....then i took a bath, and yea....one on one is like the bestest show ever! esp. this episode! aw man, it feels so good to watch it again...hmm...so im talking to heather...and hannah =/. ahahha...shes so mean to me! i had 'i dont like hannah' written on my info for like 2 days, but she dint see it....now i have my xmas list! and noellie copied me, and 'baby dee' got jealous...muahahahah! k ima , go.. bye! p.s...i love the flip channel at night. (haha)

LiLxBabYxLoveR: well cuz it was between diane n athy or you....and hey you have to admit the kinkyness is an up...so i chose them
wheres x sammie: hahahaa
wheres x sammie: juss cuz theyre kinky...psh...that doesnt mean theyre the shit!
LiLxBabYxLoveR: theyre hella good tho
LiLxBabYxLoveR: teehee
wheres x sammie: well its not my fault u dint wanna do nething with ME!
wheres x sammie: hahaaa
LiLxBabYxLoveR: trust me i would know if they were the shit...and they are
wheres x sammie: juss cuz theres 2 of them...
wheres x sammie: ok...
LiLxBabYxLoveR: the more the better...
wheres x sammie: hahahaa
LiLxBabYxLoveR: lmao
wheres x sammie: stop copying my color!
wheres x sammie: ha.
wheres x sammie: jk.
wheres x sammie: i luv u heather..juss not in the same way u feel for me
LiLxBabYxLoveR: wtf
LiLxBabYxLoveR: i dont feel nething but sisterhood for you
wheres x sammie: hahahaa
LiLxBabYxLoveR: lol
wheres x sammie: then whyd u say yes!
wheres x sammie: hahaa.....ANYWAYS..
LiLxBabYxLoveR: cuz you made me
wheres x sammie: enough of this nonsense they call love
wheres x sammie: hahaha
LiLxBabYxLoveR: 8-)
LiLxBabYxLoveR: lol
wheres x sammie: how cute!
wheres x sammie: i dint make you!
LiLxBabYxLoveR: well yer face did
LiLxBabYxLoveR: lmao
wheres x sammie: well u kno its all pretend right
LiLxBabYxLoveR: OMG REALLY !?!?!?!?!?!?!
LiLxBabYxLoveR: lol

ha....

MaHaLoHaLo188: hi
MaHaLoHaLo188: nice girl
wheres x sammie: hi
wheres x sammie: mean girl!
wheres x sammie: u kno..i had 'i dont like hannah' written in my info for like...uh 2 days...btu dont worry i was jk.
wheres x sammie: hehe
MaHaLoHaLo188: hahaha
MaHaLoHaLo188: no u weren't
MaHaLoHaLo188: u were tellin the truth
wheres x sammie: no i wasnt!
wheres x sammie: i was juss irked by the way im nice to you and youre mean to me =(
MaHaLoHaLo188: hahaha i kno jm
MaHaLoHaLo188: irked??
MaHaLoHaLo188: hahaha
wheres x sammie: its another word for ANNOY smart one!
wheres x sammie: jk
MaHaLoHaLo188: lol
MaHaLoHaLo188: i KNO THAT
MaHaLoHaLo188: juss didn't think that u would use it hahaha

i'm sucha nerdd!!! why the heck am i posting conversations!!!! oh my oh my, someone gimme a 'cool' lesson...anyways, speaking of 'hi nice girl'...what the fcuk is wrong with being nice..lately ive been getting that alot...from karen, etc....but is that bad! i rememebr bakc iin the days when raquel simply complained that the reason why ppl 'start fights with me', or the reason why 'drama starts', and the reason why i let people be mad at me, and let the whole fight crap start is cuz im 'too nice'...is that wrong? i dont see anything wrong with it...but yea, thats juss the thought in my head right now....oh, and dont u hate when ur parents juss watch you wen ur online? damn, i hate it!...

bye!

2003-11-10T22:09:00.000-08:00

hey guys...second blog in a day...well since i wrote in it..umm the day was great..3rd, nuthing special...4th was fun...omg, robert is the most random person i've ever met..'do you wanna meet harry'...oh man....me and diane broke up...haha....i gave robert my patrick sticker! cuz for xmas, he's supposed to get me spongebob and i get him patrick, cuz of that F is for friends song...hehe...me and athy bonded...telling stories..what else....lunch was ok...mariam..omg..she's too funny...whatta fob . me and emily were so hungry today, but sadly, they had no more food...=(. hmm...5th was alright...me and heather broke up too...hahaha....btu ti was funny cuz she was imitating eduardo, and omg i wanted to BURST in laughter, but we had a sub who's really wierd, so i was scared. 6th..hmm..was ok..the gym was freakin cold though...um yea, then after that, we went to burger king..me, ate, sarah, jessie, lara, christine, miguel....and got food....did u kno they charge 10 cents..whoops i mean, 11 cents for ranch sauce! how freaKIN GAY IS THAT!!. its ok...then we went back to skool and ate....i had the hugest fight with christine! that ugly thing...juss cuz i did something gross and she thinks im the devil...haha 'purify ur sister' hahaa...and she thinks im gona have sex before im 16? WHAT THE HELL IS THAT! neways, so we kept hitting each other, and i tried to take off her glasses, and when i did, i was like 'how many fingers am i holding'..so she hugs me and i kick her in the cooch...and they she freakin punches me in the stomach! like...a real punch! i got mad..and geraldine and vero was makin fun of my ghetto sign...and i got mad...so we get on the bus..doin our cheers...and yea, the varsity lost, but its ok cuz theyre still my idols! susan was tryna sell her chocolate, so this guy gives her 20$ and he tells her to give to to the ppl in the stands...hahaha...kool huh. man, i felt like such a loser holding up my signs..i think u cud kinda tell ppl thought it was stupid...jessica and rovina dint wanna hold it with me....so i shortened it to juss 'knights' instead uh 'go lady knights'....geralynn-'stop it!'....then the game ended and i made all the varsity ppl sign it...well except like 3, but ill get it later...then karla gave us a ride...and yea.....what a fun day!

....BYE!

2003-11-10T10:03:00.000-08:00

up in life skills...sheesh im bored, and my tummy is killing me...=). hey i saw somehitng that cracked me up...'penis patrol' and 'clit commander'...aw man thats funny! i gotta tell my girlfriend! haha...hmm.....i' m so wierd. is that bad? u know whats funny? peopl that are like ADDiCTED to readng ppls blogs, xangas, journals, diarylands, etc...and they say theyre not stalkers..!?? thats like the #1 stalker quality...aw man, i wihs we were doing somehting right now...tobe honest , i like learning, and i thnk education is so veyr important.....does that make me a geek?

2003-11-09T21:29:00.000-08:00

hola...hehe i like my blog, juss not that ugly face at the left..ahhh take it off, put another picture! hehe...i juss wanted to say THANK YOU to my buddy/turtle SHARi for fixin this up for me. i love it! its so purty...=). and uh yea, thanks for doing this for me shari..and also, thanks for being there...even though i've only known you for like a month, it feels liike forever! and to think when i first met you, i thought you were mean!! yO! i'm shari..!! ahh...that scared the hell outta me..but yea, anyways, todya was alright...woke up, ate, grocery-ed, was gonna go running with jenny but fasha sed no....cuz i had hw and stuff, but shes my new personal trainer!! the rule is..no walking allowed..Oh joy! i cant wait! hmm...yesterday was kool..hoj was fun..well first, choir was fun..we got jack in the box first, and i swear the employees there are so clueless...me and stacey asked for a cup of water, so he gives us a cup, and we fill it with soda..thats like a free drink right there...well neways, we ate..and i saw my MARC again!! oooh my sexy best friend i love him! ehe...we warmed up using a cell fone..thank you ateh april, and choir went well...with kat and marc tryna make us move more....yea we're gona be singing for a fair i thnk? next sunday..and next saturday theres JV playoffs..then me, ate, stacey and jerryl are gona be in charge of childrens ministry! oh yay! well only cuz no ones coming next week..uhmmm...yea.....man that night was great...so yea....me bored..and im supposed to be studying too....oh u kno wut i rememberd? me and mirielle were 'supposed' to 'practice' at josette's house at 4 today...hhaa iont even kno where she lives...

song in my head...courtesy of choir:

all that i am..all that i have..i lay them down before you, o lord. all my regrets, all my acclaim, the joy and the pain, i'm making them yours..

S You are very broad-minded
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
M Success comes easily to you.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
H You are not judgemental.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

wouldnt it be funny if i spelled my name wrong??

2003-11-09T17:46:00.000-08:00

hey hey!!! this is shari... fixing sammie's blogger... i hope she likes it... ok bye!! =)

2003-11-09T17:20:00.000-08:00

hi, im sammie